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I formerly described myself as ‘no-one of particular interest who’ll be forgotten easily’ but I have recently realized that that isn’t accurate. I created the personal wiki for no particular reason, and I frequently found myself unsure of what to use it for, but I think I’ve figured it out by now.


I can be contacted in only one place, currently, that being DiscordA). While I occasionally visit textboards, I rarely post, although I do have a tripcode: 「◆n4WKGPWxc6」B).

Online Communities

I don’t tend to actively, or even passively, take part in any online communities. The one exception to this was with the Bibliotheca Anonoma, where I briefly copy-pasted articles from their Github wiki to the dedicated wiki, and I hung out on their discord server. I stopped taking part when I realized the members didn’t really care about the actual wiki articles, alongside the fact I now fundamentally disagree with their views on archivalC), and that their members came off as weird and uninformed.
Outside of this, I was brieflyD) an active member on the ‘official’ Cube World Discord server’sE) off-topic channel category. I left that when I realized I don’t care about the game at all. Before I did, I wrote an article that went over the history, that I was aware of, of the server. The article was formerly on this wiki, and I mirrored it on the Bibanon with permission from the Bibanon. I removed the article from here because I got embarrassed of itF), but I left it on the Bibliotheca Anonoma for posterity’s sake. I do still have a userpage on there thoughG).
I’ve gotten a little bolder in recent years, and started more actively engaging with people online in various places, but I wouldn’t describe myself as a member of any community.
More recently, I had joined an anti-AI group, but left them soon afterwardsH). Despite leaving, I would still firmly plant myself in the ‘Anti-AI’ camp.
I guess it’s accurate to say I’m more of a passive observer.


  • The only piece of trivia that matters is who my current waifu is: Kawakami Sadayo.
  • My cradle tongue is English, but I can speak Czech fluentlyI). Besides these two languages, I’m in the process of learning Japanese.
  • I was naturally born left-handed, apparently. At some point in my childhood I started using my right hand instead. However, I still fairly frequently choose my left hand over my right.
    • I don’t believe I can be described as ambidextrous unfortunately. Although there was a brief time where I could write with my left hand.
    • The most obvious non-risqué example is how I attach my belt: I attach it as a left-handed person would. Besides that, I hold cutlery as a left-handed person (which family members have commented on in the past).
      • Interestingly, my siblings likely hold cutlery left-handed due to my influence.
  • To describe my politics is to first explain that I consider myself fairly religious, as I center my political views around my religious/philosophical views.
    • I won’t reveal what my current religion is, just that it is East-Asian in origin. However, I am still actively figuring out what my religious/philosophical views actually are, so my political ones shift occasionally.
      • I was born a catholic, but I fizzled out of it a while ago. Even before I adopted my current faith I wasn’t really a catholic, more of an Anglican.
    • I really dislike using political labels, and particularly the so-called ‘left-right’ spectrum. While I try to avoid labelling myself in particular, other people label me anyway, and they most commonly label me as ‘right-wing’ or ‘conservative’. The words I’d use myself, if forced to, would be ‘pragmatist’ or ‘religious’ however.
      • As a joke I occasionally label myself as a ‘de-facto Japanese nationalist’.
      • It’s also important to note that, at one point, I was basically the opposite: very secular, progressive…and I’d even place myself within a…certain community. Those times have changed.
      • Additionally, although these labels are applied to me, the situation is a lot more complex: I can guarantee that if ‘conservatives’ were aware of my actual views, I’d be disliked by them as well. This is one of the reasons I find the left-right distinction pointless: I’m on the right, but the right would not like me.
  • As a young’un I moved to a different country. I was simultaneously too old for this, and too young. My dive into the internet partially stems from me feeling like an outsider everywhere.
  • I am a great admirer of, what I call, the early 2000s. Which really just means anything from the years 1998-2011.
    • I’m also fully aware that my internal idea of “the early 2000s” is nothing like what the actual decade was like.
  • I really love Japan and everything about it. I can’t really express it any better than that.
    • My laziness is the only thing preventing me from learning the language. I’m progressing relatively well with the language actually.
  • I am an Academic Professional in IT Technology (that means High Tech).
  • I use XD unironically. I kinda got used to it.

A) My former tag was 「Ninjasr#2429」 but it’s now 「ninjasr」 because of Discord’s stupid change.
B) The ◆ is a character that indicates the beginning of a tripcode, used most commonly on Japanese boards. Most Western boards have the trip start with an !.
C) I won’t clarify for now because it could easily lead to misunderstanding.
D) ‘Briefly’ meaning a few years.
E) Formerly the r/Cube World Discord server.
F) Back when I wrote it I was trying to emulate the writing style of 0037’s personal wiki, which I realized was a stupid thing to do.
G) The star in my username is because I registered an account but forgot the password to it, so I was forced to re-register with the star added. There’s no particular meaning behind the star. Although, if there was a meaning behind it, I’ve forgotten it at this point.
H) I was bothered by the (frankly, extremist) left-leaning views in there. But, perhaps most importantly, they were far too pessimistic, whereas I’m pretty optimistic.
I) Albeit not very well.
ninjasr.txt · Last modified: 2024-04-23 08:33:15 by ninjasr

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